I m a life long looser, my birth is for getting fu@ked by others, and to accept all kinda humiliation. Since my birth i m striving a lot to overcome humiliation, stupidity , dumb ass, moroness. I talked to a astrologer, he told me that I will be getting something only if i put effort more than a avg. person does, I have to strive more as compared to avg. men, I will not be able to enjoy my life to live it fully because of the grief, pain and disappointment of failed efforts, I have to put more efforts than a usual men does to achieve something in life.
and there will always be a delay in small successes. Now I m fed up with those huge delays and I have accepted that I m in this world to suffer a lot, even i haven’t done anything wrong, or wrong to anyone. I m all f@c-ked up. I need to release my body as it is causing much of pain, specially the mental stress.
I took birth in a chamar family at small town of india, and my parents are real morons with less intelligence(may b real stupids). It could have been better for me if my papa would have flushed me out by ejaculating all his sperms in the lavatory, but that ass-hole has fertiled the female embroy and me the looosser is borned to get fu@ked. My parents hail from a small village and they don’t understand me and my thoughts. All are morons and of labor class. my papa is a mechanic. I feel he is a moron because he don’t have enough wit to take the right decision and is zero on moral conscience, he did B.COM and didn’t found himself suitable to be a B.COM graduate and that looser did ITI to become mechanic, ITI is a labor training and is for small designations as compare to B.COM.
I am not a graduate, this is one of the major points which is causing troubles for me in life. my moron dad has no wit to understand the importance of graduation or education, at my teenage, he was supposed to be the mentor to guide me for my career, but a immature teenager kid was f!uk-ed up by his dad’s lost wisdom and stupidity and now I have almost completed half my life sucking everything. he gave me a label of chamar, chamar is the lowest caste system in india, chamars are born to lick shits and ass-holes of higher class caste persons. they are treated as the lowest caste in india. why did my moron dad gave birth to bring me in this deadly planet full of brutal animals. i didn’t even submitted any application to that moron dad to beget me. Now i m begging every one of you to release my body and free me!
I don’t need this shitful life. my neigbours are brahmins and they also humiliated me when they knew that we are chamars, before their accquaitance they use to treat me good and they offered my lunch and dinner several time, but when they came to know that i m chamar they started humiliating, and now after 20 years we are neigbourhood enemies. my english sucks.
I hate brahmins they are witfull and wise, thats why they have dominated the lower wit communities, this caste system really kicks my ass brutally. Christians are far better than indians.